Sunday, July 25, 2010

rain

today is so peaceful. i love lazy, rainy sundays.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

hi.

as usual, i could start this post by saying, "it's been awhile." i haven't posted since april...3 months ago! i am bad at consistency. but i'm trying to get better.

so much has happened since then.

firstly, my husband left to begin the process of a deployment to afghanistan. he's on base at camp pendleton in california, preparing to go to afghanistan next month. it's been a roller coaster of emotion, for sure. some days i'm fine, other days i'm really sad, and most days there is just a lingering sadness over me. i'm pretty sure it will be here to stay until dan gets home. even amidst that sadness, i have been keeping busy, having fun, and enjoying friends.

i recently visited dan over independence day weekend. we stayed 3 days in san diego. it was a lot of fun. we watched fireworks on a rooftop, explored the city, had great fish tacos, and laid around the hotel watching movies for an entire day. it was lovely. now its on to the next stepping stone of this deployment process - he'll be home for a week in august. after that, he goes to afghanistan for 8 months. i don't know how that will feel. currently, with him being in the states, it feels as if seeing him is still attainable. i know that he is within our borders. if worse came to worse, i could get to him. but to be what seems like worlds away and in harm's way... i don't know how that will feel or how i will handle it. psalm 91, psalm 91, psalm 91.

my grandfather al also recently passed away. june 27th of this summer. i never, never, never would have seen it coming. he was so full of life and joy and abundance. it just doesn't feel possible or real that he is gone. we had a memorial service for him today in michigan. it was really beautiful. it's amazing to me how many lives he has touched.

last, but certainly not least...i know have two roomies! my dear friend mary cassidy and a new friend rachel. it's worked out really wonderfully. its great to have their company and companionship. especially nowadays.

plus, we watch really fun shows together. love you girls!