home.

went home this past weekend. so beautiful.

if you didn't know, i have the most amazing church. a church that started out in a school gym, to a tent, and now a gorgeous building.

the area is so small, unassuming. but wow! god never fails to show up, never fails to remind me of who i am. each and every time i visit, i am reminded.

anyways, they started what they call a "prayer furnace." it's three sessions every day of harp and bowl worship. it is absolutely beautiful. for the past two weeks, several people from my church have been in worship and prayer for about 40 hours a week.

it was wonderful to reconnect with friends and talk about how much time has flown by. to laugh, to talk, to cry a lot. it was good.

i'm just reminded again of how far i feel that i am straying lately. not exactly from the lord, well i should say not totally. but i'm straying from myself, from who i am. i'm getting short changed. i'm settling. it isn't good, and it was never intended.

it's spiritual, it's physical. i can sense it, i can feel it.


oh, let your fire fall.
we are in need of you.
our hearts are longing for your presence.