Tuesday, April 13, 2010

it's been a while.

good morning.

i'm up earlier than usual, and that feels good. for the past couple of months i've been barely dragging myself out of bed about a half hour before its time to go off to work. i leave hurried, frustrated, angry, unprepared, and hungry. i hate all of those feelings! i got up at 7am today - after much argument with myself. and after hitting snooze several times. my goal is 6am. i figure, that gives me two hours to piddle around the house and take my time getting ready. that is what i need to feel calm. everything seems so rushed lately, i just need a few hours of the day where there is calm. you can only find that early in the morning or really late at night. because there is nothing else to do - but be calm.

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